I cried for you because you said goodnight...
when you really should have said you’ll stay.
I cried for you because you took your light...
and left me, though you know I’ve lost my way.
I cried for you for though you’re thinking of me...
you hide it, saying you don’t know me well.
I cried for you because I know you love me...
I cried for you because you’ll never tell.

talking to taylor...



[16:28] spawnoftofu: i hate that my laundry smells like chelsea, because it makes me miss her too much.
[16:29] suicidebagel: awww *pat pat* it will get better
[16:29] *** Auto-response sent to suicidebagel: auto response: let repeat dialing call you back when this line is free. to activate for 75 cents, press one. if you are dialing from a rotary phone, press two.
[16:29] spawnoftofu: i washed some clothing while i was there, using her laundry detergent, so now i was putting laundry away and it's like...gah. i miss her!!
[16:30] spawnoftofu: i was doing relatively ok today...until i smelled my laundry...
[16:30] suicidebagel: aww uh... um... *internet hug*
[16:31] spawnoftofu: lol.
[16:31] spawnoftofu: i don't even know why i smelled it.
[16:31] spawnoftofu: well, kind-of just a "i never actually bothered to see what the detergent smelled like" thing...so i smelled the laundry to see if it still smelled like some form of detergent. apparently it does.
[16:32] suicidebagel: i did that with a shirt a friend of mine washed
[16:32] suicidebagel: I didnt wear it for like a month
[16:32] suicidebagel: just set it near my bed and smelt it once in a while
[16:33] spawnoftofu: omg i do that too. if something smells like someone in particular, i make sure to never wear it or wash it...and i sleep with it next to me so it's like that person is sleeping next to me.
[16:33] spawnoftofu: i'll probably do that with my laundry here...so it's like chelsea is still next to me.
[16:33] suicidebagel: lol i didnt do the sleeping thing
[16:33] spawnoftofu: well i would think that's a little weird if you had.
[16:34] suicidebagel: but my friend ashley borrowed one of my shirts and she washed it afterwards and i cant say it smelt like her but it just smelt happy so i could wear it or wash it
[16:34] spawnoftofu: please don't wake me...only as long as i dream do you exist says:
btw, i hate that my laundry smells like you.
Toast says:
Lol
please don't wake me...only as long as i dream do you exist says:
it makes me miss you too much!!! T_T
please don't wake me...only as long as i dream do you exist says:
i must know what laundry detergent you use!
Toast says:
Umm. Tide methinks.
please don't wake me...only as long as i dream do you exist says:
i must get some...and soon.
[16:35] suicidebagel: lol what are you talking to her on?
[16:35] spawnoftofu: msn. except i'm sending her messages to her phone from my msn screen name.
[16:36] suicidebagel: lol
[16:36] spawnoftofu: otherwise i would never be able to talk to her.
[16:36] spawnoftofu: T_T
[16:37] spawnoftofu: ugh, i hate this. i stopped smelling the laundry, but i still smell the detergent. which sucks...because it's just making me sad all over again. i hate being so far away.
[16:38] suicidebagel: tis ok just think happy thoughts... Im not sure what but hey use your imaginatino
[16:38] suicidebagel: ... damn.... Imaginatino
[16:38] suicidebagel: GOD DAMNIT
[16:38] suicidebagel: * Imagination
[16:38] suicidebagel: there we go

for those of you who don't read my other journal, i am going to florida. i'll be leaving tomorrow and returning the 26th. during my stay in the sunshine state, i will most likely not have internet access. i promise to sign on as soon as i return and get all settled back at home. hopefully no one will miss me too much. i mean, i'm hardly on here...so what is there to miss? anyway, have fun with your days and i will try to have fun with mine. see you in two weeks.

finally i am going to actually attempt to sell my work. i know it's not the greatest, but i should still get something for it. i'm keeping optimistic here!

that said, here's the deal. i draw portraits in graphite but almost never add color (except sometimes in the background). i paint portraits in acrylic, usually monochromatic but sometimes using the original colors. then i also draw strange ink creatures of my own creation, and i also make wallets and purses/mini backpacks out of duct tape.

if you want a realistic portrait, i can draw anyone (your mother, your favorite celebrity, anime characters) so long as i have a reference. same goes for painting. check my gallery; i will be adding new work soon.

as for duct tape creations, you can see a few wallets here: [link]

for duct tape purses/mini backpacks, please check this post for updates later.

so if you want me to draw/paint you something, send a note with a decent-sized picture and i'll see what i can do. if you want a duct tape creation, send a note telling me colors and other specifics.

prices:

strange ink creatures - 5 USD

graphite drawing, upper body - 7 USD

graphite drawing, full body - 11 USD

painting, upper body - 11 USD

painting, full body - 13 USD

duct tape wallet - 10 USD

duct tape purse - 13 USD

duct tape mini backpack - 16 USD

keep in mind the prices for drawings and paintings are one figure only. adding a second person/character will add an additional 3 USD to the full price. all prices include shipping costs. if you are confused about anything or want more details, please send a note and i'll be more than happy to answer any questions.

-jac

Go to: [link]
Put your name in, and generate slogans after each question.

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
-Biting the hand that feeds Jac.

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
-I was a Jac weakling.

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
-It's how Jac is done.

4. How would you answer a booty call?
-Not just nearly Jac, but really Jac.

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
-Turn loose the Jac.

6. To someone you dislike?
-Once you pop, you can't stop Jac.

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
-Nothing comes between me and my Jac.

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
-Mild green Jac liquid.

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
-Moms like you choose Jac.

10. ?

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
-What would you do for a Jac?

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
-The Jac of your life.

13. What are the best words to describe you?
-You're in good hands with Jac.

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
-The Jac of your life. (again?)

15. Your last words before you die....
-Where do you want Jac to go today? (as in, heaven or hell?)

16. Your message to a special someone..
-When it absolutely, positively has to be Jac overnight.

17. Title of this post will be...
-The real smell of Jac.



ok, this wasn't as fun as i thought it was going to be. i should do it over...lol. maybe on my other account...